Letting people in is hard for me after some of the things I have been through with certain individuals . Most people do not really “know me” and I feel if I let you in then I want you to stay a part of my life and I see that as something major . I feel really violated when people I let in hurt me as soon as I let my walls down or start sharing important things. Being too trustworthy has burned me.
Sorry you will never really know me at all.
In my room alone I recharge where I feel safe and happy and enjoy comfort in my own personal space.
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I went back to where it all began and I cried, I remembered where I came from and I realized that sometimes you need to remember . As I showed my partner I realized that with true love you can share your deepest fears and sad past if you have one. It was a honor.
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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one…
There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.
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| — | (via sarapham) |
