Letting people in is hard for me after some of the things I have been through with certain individuals . Most people do not really “know me” and I feel if I let you in then I want you to stay a part of my life and I see that as something major . I feel really violated when people I let in hurt me as soon as I let my walls down or start sharing important things. Being too trustworthy has burned me.
Sorry you will never really know me at all.
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one…